God is GREAT!

Hey everybody! God is great. Lately, a lot of things have been going on and changing in my life. I am not one who particularly loves change, but this change is going to be awesome. I was dreading Kevin leaving, [sorry Hamar], but I got to know Hamar better, and now I am so excited that he is taking over. I can not wait for the changes that will come with that. With Kevin leaving, so are the Nichols. I wasn't too happy about that. I didn't think that it was their best interest leaving, I was prepared to go with Kevin. Then I stepped back, and realized the only reason I wanted to go was not the right reasons to leave. I realized that what God was doing was preparing me for what was to come. I did not understand it then, but now I realize that God was preparing for the Nichols not to be in my life. He was telling me I was leaning too much on Steven and not enough on Him. Once I came to the realization that going to Grace Road church was not in my best interest, I started backing away from my relationships with the Nichols, without actually backing away. I know that if God did not start to prepare me for what was coming then, I would not have the attitude I have now with what is going on. God prepared me, and started easing me down from a place that could have been very hurtful to me now. With the right preparation, when all of this went on, I was hurt, but not to a point where I was running away from the creator. I have gotten passed the point of Steven not being in my life, taken away the hate towards his parents for the decision that was made. I know they were only God's messengers who were carrying out God's plan. If it is in God's plan later on, then they will be brought back into my life, maybe when my life is on track for him and I am the Godly woman he needs/designed me to be.

We don't always understand what is going on while it happens, but in the end, it all turns out the way it is intended to..

God is great!

Hollianne